Waiting
Waiting seems to be what my life is about these days. I'm waiting for the arrival of my little boy. The little boy inside of me who I can't wait to meet. I can't wait to finally see him and hold him and get to know him. I am already so in love with him and can't imagine how it will feel when he's finally here.
I can't wait to study his face and watch it change in the first months of his life and see him begin to resemble me or his father. Will he be fair like Wayne or darker like me? Will his eyes be blue or brown? Will his lips curl like his father's? Will he be blond or brunette? I'm looking so forward to these mysteries finally being revealed.
Believe it or not, I'm even looking forward to the late night feedings because it means he will be here with us. I just want it all to begin. I want to finally become the mother I've been waiting my whole life to be. I have just a little over a week until my due date - hopefully, I won't have to wait much longer. Hopefully, he's not late and he will arrive any day now.

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