It's been over a year now since I blogged regularly. I really miss it. I think part of the problem is that around the same time, I found out that an important part of my past wasn't at all what I believed it to be. Finding this out changed so much for me. It made me look at so much of this blog and what I chronicled as lies. It made me not want to write on here anymore. I've decided the only way to resolve the problem is to wipe out the old and start again. I mean what a better time to do so - I am now a mother and starting a new phase of my life. What better time is there to stop looking back and just look forward.
As I sit here writing this post, my husband is telling me wiping it away is no way to deal with it. He says you can't just delete what you don't like about life. He says I should just write about what happened instead of just erasing it. I don't think I want to. Why go over it again? I'm fed up with it and want to start over...
Any opinions?
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